@matilda Thank you so much for posting that. I think we are kindred spirits - so much of what you wrote in your post resonates with me! I do really well when I let myself use the pause button. When I don’t, I get this sort of freeze-up panic because I feel under pressure. Which is sort of silly, because I’m doing this for my own enjoyment, no one is putting me under pressure but myself - but it doesn’t seem to matter. I always carry a bit of guilt, because I know @aran’s philosophy is not to pause or repeat, but he’s also said in the past that if using the pause button makes the difference between continuing to learn and quitting, then we should use the pause button. I’m okay with a certain level of discomfort, I understand that mistakes help us learn, but it’s just way too much discomfort for me with no pause button at all. Besides, I make plenty of mistakes even with the pause button
As far as repeating lessons - I did repeat lessons going through Course 1, but I’ve done Course 2, all the Course 1 and Course 2 vocabs, and now I’m about 1/3+ into Course 3, without repeating any lessons. I’m going to have to go back over the Vocabs at some point, because there’s some that didn’t stick, but otherwise so far so good. The interval repetition is working just fine - as long as I’m allowed to have time to think!
My biggest fear about using the pause button has been that I’m not developing a fast enough response time. So recently I put the Course 2 units on a CD in my car. Every time I’m in the car, I do however much of a lesson I can, which can be anything from 5 minutes to a whole lesson. No pausing now, because I can’t, but I should know this material well enough by now and so I don’t feel as pressured. And I am happy to say that so far, I can get those responses out before Cat without a problem, except for when the sentences are very long. Pretty sure the working memory I need for the long sentences is even worse when part of my brain is driving the car!
I started from absolutely zero knowledge of Welsh in May 2015, and I am determined to be finished with Course 3 before the end of April. So in two years, with some breaks in there due to life circumstances, I will have finished the Courses, I can hold a conversation in Welsh, I can read learner level material in Welsh. My understanding of radio and TV has a very long way to go, but it’s getting better all the time. I’m far from fluent (whatever that actually means), but I can express myself in Welsh. So, I’m happy - my method is working for me and I’m having fun. I have nothing but admiration for the people who can do SSiW with the intensive method, and if that works for people, more power to them! But it’s nice to hear that there are other people learning who have some of the same issues that I do
This is good to hear, and makes me feel less guilty for not “playing by the book”
My current plan is to do the Levels when I finish Course 3, and as an experiment I will start with not allowing myself to pause or repeat, since I should be familiar with some of the material. We’ll see what happens…