I’ll try to keep this short. It’s a different perspective but probably won’t relate directly at first.
By now, all my friends, family, and colleagues should know I don’t hear anywhere near as well as they can. I still find myself excluded frequently, having to remind them to stop talking whilst facing away or stop banging things around whilst talking.
I don’t think they ever do it as an act of malice; I just don’t think they really understand how little I do hear when they question me.
Being told not to mumble or “the words on screen are really distracting me can we turn them off/why do you have subtitles on”, “oh it doesn’t matter/forget I said anything” is probably on par with “they all started speaking X” “stop speaking X”, “X is exclusive”.
Of all those, being told to forget it probably feels the most exclusive to me, as I feel like the vast majority of people have a choice in deciding whether a conversation is relevant to them and don’t need to ask people to repeat themselves. I can understand the frustration repeating yourself, though that’s not a luxury of choice for me.
In situations similar to those expressed by @aran, @iestyn, @nicky, and @margarethall, I’ve had to contend being shouted at for being exclusive. Signing with friends who can, in company of friends who cannot. Quite often I stop verbalising when signing but I don’t realise I’ve done so until someone reminds me in kind; much like me asking people not to turn away or hide their mouth.
One instance has left me sort of estranged from part of the family for mis-hearing something said. My response wasn’t taken kindly. Even though I heard something different, the response fit the question and not in a good way.
It can be really frustrating to be on either or both sides and to be honest, it’s hard not to “let the hate flow and join the dark side”; but that’s probably the most important thing to avoid, I cannot say I’ve never snapped at people in frustrating; I do however regret every time I have as it never made anything better and I only felt worse for it.
Obviously my experiences are quite different but I can at least say it’s not something only limited to spoken languages.