Hello Tatjana!
First of all, as I understand it, you’ve learned several languages other than your native language. Ones which you had a lot of exposure to, and ones you didn’t have a lot of exposure to.
I’m in the process of learning my first one!
So you know better than me what level you think you should be at after the time you have put into it. I won’t try and tell you how well you should be able speak it after this time, you know far better than me!
I could say that as it was the first time you had tried to have a conversation with someone else, I was pleased to hear you speaking what Welsh you knew, and following what you followed of what I said (when we were actually speaking Welsh )
But as you are someone who has (quite literally!) forgotten more languages than I have learned, I know that could come across as patronising!
Learning a language where you just have access to Radio Cymru apart from SSiW is going to be difficult, I would have thought. (That’s a cheerful thing for me to say! )
Now you are starting to speak to people over Skype - people who have had much more access to welsh than you, people who also use other stuff [a lot of people on this site have and use copies of Welsh learning stuff, especially by Gareth King] - people who have had the opportunity to regularly practice Welsh and watch S4C, even people who have been talking to native Welsh speakers whilst learning Welsh ;-), then hopefully your ability and confidence will grow.
I know that probably doesn’t sound like a magic solution to what you feel, but I am really glad to hear that whatever your feelings about this, you seem to be still eager and happy to learn Welsh.
And moaning is a good way of letting people know about any problems you have, which is a good thing!
Hope to speak to you again soon!